Couples - Confessions - Every Man's Battle

Pornography Addict

Ann — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 10:34:25 -0400

I resent my husband. He is a porn addict. The other day I came home from work early and the moment I walked in the house the phone sex wowan was calling him back. I felt the anxiety in my stomach and demanded his phone. He lied and said that he didn't know who she was. After a few moments he confessed that he "had a moment of weakness." He also admimitted viewing the porn on the computer, thats the reason he was logging off when I came in. I feel like a fool for trusting him. I really believed my marriage was improving, but it wasn't. I want to expose him before the church, out of anger and not love. He has a leading position, but he is a phony.

Your wife is NOT a porno queen

Richard — Tue, 23 Mar 2010 13:00:15 -0400

I can't believe that I wanted my wife to be just like those "porno queens" who I came to know and committ my sins with on the internet!
This is the most disgusting down right worst I have done. I wanted it all. Everything I let my eyes see, I wanted from my wife.

What was I thinking?

I lived the "biker lifestyle" for over twenty years and women were always available and would do just about anything. I had them all. I have been married to same woman for fourteen years now, and could not understand why she would not do what would gives me instant gratification. All she wants from me is to give her the love she was promised from God when she married me.

I treated her just like the women are being treated in those movies and THAT is just unacceptable to my wife and now to me.

She is NOT a porno queen!

She IS a beautiful gift from God and I am ashamed that I gave her less than God promised her.

a betrayal of trust

Anthony — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 19:54:49 -0500

Pornography has wrecked my life. My addiction to pornagraphy has wrecked my life. I took in a woman who was and still is beautiful in every way and destroyed her self image by my actions. I never saw this coming. We talk a little about intamcy but my wife doesn't want to touch me. Becasue of my addiction, she worry's about me when I am with our children. FOr a long time I did not want to realize that I had a serious problem. My wife tried to help me and I was resistant and bitter. I thought I could handle it and still be a good husband. iWAS WRONG !!!!!!!!!! My marraige may be over. I love my wife and pray we can get through this. I wish I would have taken the opportunity to really get into emb. I am sorry to all you wives.