Got Sick and Tired of Lying and the Secret Life

I am a sex and love addict. My introduction to sex was when my father molested me when I was around 5 years old. I had another family member molest me as well. This caused me to have a highly sexualized childhood where I fantasized about being with males and females which I eventually did. I identified myself as bisexual and had relations with men and women. The women knew including my wife. The biggest problem was that I became to live a secret life where I had secret sexual contacts, addicted to porno and cybersex, and eventually lost control. I tried to recover in the chruch through sexual recovery groups but I was triggered and found that many guys were having sex with other while playing church. What helped me was finding sexual addiction groups, getting a sponsor, and sharing my secrets and sex addictions with fellow addicts. This was not a choice betwee the church and a 12 Step program. It was a choice about really admitting the problem and seeking a spiritual solution among those whose suffer from the same affliction. So, if you are tired of slipping or relapsing, you might consider working a 12 step program and put spirituality into your religious life while arresting sexual acting out or continual lying, secretiveness, and self hatred. God Bless You whatever you choose....