Owning Up

I have an addiction. I need to face that. I have always been the Christian guy in the church that all the parents see and say "I hope my son is as great as you some day..." and i can think is how sick and disgusting my mind really is. If only they knew what i have done while i'm alone... These images are stamped on my mind and it's hard to look at a woman without a sexual thought running through my mind. I have multiple accountability partners, the X3 Watch program sending my websites to my mother, and bible verses all over my computer station, and yet i find myself back here again and again feeling the shame and guilt. I know i need to end this, but i just can't shake these desires to lust after these images. I'm tired of it. I want my mind to think pure thoughts again. God i NEED you right now, I Have An Addiction. It is bigger than me, but nothing is bigger than You. Move in my life and help me die to you. In my weakness You are glorified and You are strong. I NEED You Now.