One thing, just one thing.

This is my first time with the xxxchurch confession. I have just recently started to look at pornography and other various "soft core" things. Its really all the same, it ends in the same result, lust and sin. I have been battling with lust and masturbation since I was about 12. It sucks. I have had my ups and downs, but recently I have had nothing but having lows. I pray for forgiveness every time I mess up in one way or another (or both) as I am sure most other christian men do, then i mess up again not to far down the road. I need to get past this, I need to focus on the more important things. I need to focus on God. I think one thing that would really help, is to know people are behind me (whether they are anonymous, xxxchurch members, whoever). Just to know people believe in me would do more than I could ever hope. If you are reading this, please tell me your thoughts and anything motivating that you can say! Thanks! May we bless God with our actions and thoughts!