a betrayal of trust

Pornography has wrecked my life. My addiction to pornagraphy has wrecked my life. I took in a woman who was and still is beautiful in every way and destroyed her self image by my actions. I never saw this coming. We talk a little about intamcy but my wife doesn't want to touch me. Becasue of my addiction, she worry's about me when I am with our children. FOr a long time I did not want to realize that I had a serious problem. My wife tried to help me and I was resistant and bitter. I thought I could handle it and still be a good husband. iWAS WRONG !!!!!!!!!! My marraige may be over. I love my wife and pray we can get through this. I wish I would have taken the opportunity to really get into emb. I am sorry to all you wives.